a fairytale dream

wickedchocolatelove nomore

2008-06-12T01:04:00.000-07:00

hello!

yep tts right! have moved to livejournal!

heres my new link

http://grand_designs.livejournal.com/

do link me!:)

thanks!

holidays are finally here!

2008-06-05T10:08:00.001-07:00

songinmyhead: all i wanted- michelle branch

yea babyyyy! woohoo its time to get the party started!:)

today was awesome.i think.last paper.journalism was ok i guess quite easy in fact. i think. hah. anyway tts not wat im gonna blog about. i was gonna blog bout the most awesome event today SHOPPING!hah. yes

went shopping with the girls today.and guys.in fact it was me,glenda,cassie,amirah,andrea,damian,ben and ck. cause some pangseh kia had plans and another wanted to sleep. i seriously have lazy pigs as my friends. anyway still enjoyed myself. i seriously think i walked throughout the whole town today. bugis to plaza singapura to fos(factory outlet store for all u noobies out there) to this fashion to far east to mango opp tangs to topshop in isetan to zara to topshop in wisma and lastly home! haha. actually it was me and glenda who really shopped. me bought a sort-of boyfriend shirt top from bs for 24 bucks. cheap? ex? hai. dunno la. but damn nice can. will post the pic soon. glenda went into a frenzy to shop coz its her birthday and she wanted something nice to wear for her bdae. hah. bought shorts from cotton on. the things there are seriously nice and its on sale! but i hate paper bags which have the words sale on it. make customers look damn cheapo. idiots.she wanted to buy more though but dun worry girl you can still shop tomorrow! oops i mean today i just realise the time.

anyway anyway, i had a forum today immediately after school with Mr D, ms chuah, ms nah(3 ppl who got me thru cmm.. woohoo!) clashed with cmm council meeting though. anyway, i signed up for the publicity and noticeboard committee for the council(no idea what it is though. but better than log and admin). AND ushers for some event i think. which i would have to buy a suit. which leads me to what i actually want to say.. I SAW A FREAKING AWESOME BLAZER AT MANGO AND IT COSTS 149 BLOODY BUCKS! WTH! hai damn sad. it looks so good! maybe some kind soul out there might buy it for me. :D

ahhh... i realise im gonna be uber busy this holiday.. and the thing is im not even going overseas. wth la. wadeva. so many things to plan. so many reunions to have. so many assignments to finish. so many group project to meet for. so little time. hai.

so far my plans are as such:
-4e5 class gathering @sabs house :)
-glenda's sweet17
-dcg outing(i want ice skating!)
-date with ms VERA ONG SIRUI!
-outing with the lovlies from exco
-outing with campaign babies maybe?
-zoo with classmates(maybe only no mood to look @ monkeys this holidays). dun mind sentosa though :D
-esther's sweet 17 kbox outing
-shoppingshoppingshopping
-journalism assignment
-gdf process planning
-medsoc individual report
-medsoc group topic
-cmm proposal and marketing plan
-maybe ill start on cmm marketing journals as well... hmmm...

ahhhhh.... stoppppp... shit i really have alot of things to do... hai.. i need a shopping list before i buy everything in singapore...

urgh.. parents being utterly unreasonable now.. say i should stay at home la.. wadeva can.. i got a lot things to do and yet u wan me sit at home.. bugger la.. i hate this.. spoiler la..

so lonely inside so busy out there. all i wanted was somebody who cares.

tcl

nadya

update time

2008-06-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:all that ive got- the used

i realise that i havent been updating for 6000 years.. well nothing much happened so ill keep my post short.

firstly, ill like congratulate:

KAH YUEN for top 4 in tpsu

MAYBELLE for vp in bsc

JOLENE for top 3 in IITSC

ASH for HSSSC

AMOS for top 4 in dsc

JEL,SIN YAN&RYAN for esc(JEL is president seh!)

woohoo! venos the best ah! yay yay!

hah.. anyway.. those pics were taken on monday when we met to study medsoc exam. we took a break and did what we do best! CAMWHORE! with nami's AWESOME mac lappy!was satisfied with wad we study by 4 then we went back to tp. saw fadhli. yadda yadda yadda. went home and continued mugging.

TODAY:

had medsoc paper 2day. hai. it was ok guess. need to mug for journalism yet im updating. went out with classmates(rachyee,nami,glenda,andrea,damian,ck and zack). ate at pizza hut. 6.50 for a meal but am obviously broke ryte now. camwhored @ toy'r'us and playground in tm. had lotsa of fun. hah. nice bonding when we camwhore 2gether. cant wait for the next outing which is thurs. unfortunately i have to go for a stupid forum first.stupid bugger. and glendas bdae after tt. yay!

i miss prefects especially when i see the election campaigning.i really miss being in the exco com. hai. i never thought ill say this but i miss the planning of the camps, the nagging, the outings etc etc. i esp miss my dear vera ong yock kiat, wei neng. without them i think my journey in the exco might just be a chore. am really reminiscing lyk an old lady can.. n i really hope i will be able to be tpsu and then main com. fat hope la..

ciau babies

tcl

nadya

VENOS is truly love...

2008-05-25T02:54:00.000-07:00

the Os(cheryl,angie.kenneth,me,queenie,radhi,cheston.larry)
KAH YUEN.me
me.scary looking janice
me.janice

lj.me(hajar squeezed into the shot)
hajar.me.ash
fion.me
sophia.me
sophia.me.lj

sophia.amanda.me.mel
sophia.me.amanda
sophia.me.amanda
me.tracy.lj

me.baya.hajar

ooooooosamaliya!!!

oooosamaliya ok

oooosamaliya ko

ok ok ko ko

the Os on fire

the Os the Os the Os on fire

we no need no water let the Os fire burn

Burn Os fire BBBUUUURRRNNNN!!!

Run shaba ok lor

run shaba ok lor

ooookkkkk lor!

hah... man i dun regret any moment in this workshop! ill forever remember venos workshop saturday 230508! met mel, rai, hajar and baya @ the mushroom... then headed 2 LT 50 in engine school! before entering, being through squirtters hakim(gl) and gaylord(gl) squirt us with water guns! thanks guys! but wth..we went in the lt all drenched and there i saw SOPHIA and AMANDA! quite a few ppl came... though i dun really any1 else... after crapping and camwhoring the workshop finally began..

we got split into 5 groups ( V,E,N,O&S) mel, lj and manda got into E ( yee ping was the head), then me and sophia was left... we prayed tt we'll get into same group unfortunately didnt happen. she got into V(hakimhead-im jealous!) and i got into OOOOOOOOO aka OK LOR... hah... kah yuen was our head! shes awesome!

played station games. got wet in every station of course. jumped into the fountain after being splashed by waterbombs filled with water, tomato and grass(dont ask) and shampooed each others hair(fun). all the games were really A-W-E-S-O-M-E! after washing up, we ate brunchner(breakie,lunch,dinner). continued crapping with sophia. watched shutter(at least some parts). scared us lyk shit. then the part tt almost made me faint.

NIGHT WALK

perfect after watching a horror movie. the best part was ks(gl) told us a ghost story bout the design school and REALLY freaked us out... in dim light at about 9 going 2 10... CAN U IMAGINE! but i braved myself lyk an idiot and went ahead with the night walk. we are suppose 2 walk round engine blog and find clues so solve some mystery. gls, hgs,fas became the ghosts to scare us. one of them was a killer and will start chasing us if he see us. was running throughout the whole thing. if the guys in Os were sissys i think us girls will faint on the spot.

hah... enough babbling nadia.. I LOVE VENOS esp HaKim, yee ping, kah yuen, sophia, mel, rai, baya, hajar, lj, janice,tracy, maybelle, the Os ( queenie,cheryl,larry,ash,radhi,cheston,angie,kenneth) and manymanymany more ! only now do i feel i truly belong...

am looking forward to manymanymany venos outings in the future...

credits to kah yuen the most A-W-E-S-O-M-E HGL in the whole wide world!:) to Os for being so cool and sporty. to the Os guys for allow us girls to scream into our ears and break their bones when we freak out. and a BIG THANK YOU for the GLS for making these workshop happen... VENOSlove LOVEvenos

i realise i should be happy when im blogging as much as much as my life sucks.

i think ill emo somewhere else where eveything can be private.

BTW VOTE FOR KAH YUEN FOR TPSU!

FOR BSC VOTE FOR MAYBELLE AND TRACY!

FOR IIT VOTE FOR JOLENE!

FOR DSC VOTE FOR AMOS!

DO BRING ALL UR FRIENDS,COURSEMATES AND EVERYONE TO VOTE FOR THEM!

THEY'RE WORTH VOTING FOR! EVERY VOTES COUNTS!THANKS LOADS!

tcl

nadya

happy happy

2008-05-21T07:16:00.001-07:00

songinmyhead:false pretense-the red jumpsuit apparatus

im very very happy. i've done my logo.finally! at the verge of breaking down during the 3h break. tried again after school.but i wont be able to anything without the help of these lovely angles: shaun, nadia, namirah and rachel. im quite pleased with the result considering that im hardly the artistic type. maybe ill upload a pic of it soon. quite amateur hah. nothing much happen except nami saw MR GOOD LOOKING. went crazy. hahaha... she is so funny... btw we crapped and thought of a nickname for our group. Han Looking for Bus Stop. stupid times results in stupid thoughts.so HLBS is me, nami, rach and bibi.

stop crapping nadia! hah. crapped with manda(sl). fun fun! hah. i guess 2day's quite uneventful but heck im happy. :)

i should start loving myself
so i can love the people around me
so i should DATE myself

tcl
nadya

untitled

2008-05-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:invisible-ashlee simpson

hey y'all,
im back. tired and more tired.assignments are a killer esp when i suck at it.

Assignments due this week:
-topic for medsoc
-logo for gdf
-4 journal entries for marketing

so far, i have only thought of the topic for medsoc.MEDIA STEREOTYPES babbbyyy... hah... im wondering how im going to crap bout tt. ohwell when the time comes then ill crack my brain. i cant think of anything for the bloody logo assignment. i knew im gonna suck in gdf. hai. and every1 is lyk done with their logo.at times like this i cant help but feel like giving up. im down with 2 for my marketing journals and i have got 2 days to complete 2 400 words essays. ahhh... im screwed...

on a brighter note(enough emo shit nadia!), todays ok. actually its quite awesome.(and no, not only cause i saw hanhan) met the marketing group this morning to discuss or proposal but we sucked at focusing. so we ended up talking bout banglas(nabila), how we're hot(me and rach on msn when we're just opp each other), zahid and ayat-ayat cinta(nami) and dance styles(leecheng).we ROCK that way. but we came up with a rough idea so it wasnt so bad. headed 2 maclab 2 do bloody gdf. at least attempted to. until DAMIEN came of course. hes a bad influence. we headed 2 ITAS canteen for lunch after damien distracted us. and while eating claypot rice i turned and saw HIM. after a week, i finally saw him. hai. can melt seh. as usual he just walked past and sat at the back. hah. he said hi to damien though. no im not jealous unless hes GAY. hah. he waved bye 2 damien too. and damien can ask y i never wave bye also. lyk WTH. but i did when he left the canteen hah. STOP LAUGHING. i realise hanhan is a "see no touch" kindda thing so all this is in the name of fun and coz im damn bored. seriously. 2nd attempt at the logo failed when i couldnt get what i wanted. i suck i tell u. ahhh.. wadeva... stayed back till bout 6 in the lab with rachyee,damien&ben. while damien and ben tried to do their logo i was printing notes.. shh... dun tell.... :)

hah. its things lyk these that make my day and put my mind of shitty stuff lyk gdf. little things lyk bumping into ppl i love( michelle), crapping and gossiping with classmates. makes living alot easier.

no matter what, you'll never love me

ill just watch you from afar

from my swing in the sky

accompanied my the Moon

tcl
nadya

its all bout RACHYEE!!!

2008-05-18T02:23:00.001-07:00

yes. since that lady wants me to write all bout her i will for the fun of it. its gonna be fun.

rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.rachyee.

this girl is crazy. well not really but she does have her moments. especially if we talk bout mr bus. btw...

LOST AND FOUND: BOY FROM TP WHO IS IN TENNIS AND HAPPENS TO BE ON BUS 16 ON 130508 at approximately 9am. IF FOUND PLEASE TAG CAUSE RACHYEE LOVES YOU!

seriously. as innocent as she may seem. pics of her can be found at the end of this entry. she doesnt bite i think.

i seriously dunno wad else to say.hah. anyway girl its awesome hanging out with you from day 1!!! we still due for the movie date. nami is gonna kill us. hah. lyk she always does.

dun worry babe. ull find ur mr bus 1 day. maybe ull find mr bus in damian *winks*. :)

dun so stress bout marketing.though i am too.hah.we must so find the marketing in us since we are gonna major in it. we are gonna so OWN marketing. L-O,L-O,L-O LLLL!!!

hah. our first hit in our air band so rocks! hah.

blablablablablablablablabla.....

ok... i just found out u noe im writing this.... shit... hahahahahahaha.... doesnt matter... im still gonna post it... im evil tt way... muahahahahahaha...

so now u can say ur famous cause im writing all bout u!

hah... now i seriously run out of things.

anyway babe it's awesome knowing you. lets get through this hell together with fun fun and MORE FUN! we shall own cmm and council. we'll find your mr bus and a new mr eyecandy for me. it's impossible for me to get hanhan.and we'll get our fairytale dream. hehe. stop bugging me rach. patience is a virtue. i hope we'll continue being friends in these three years and many many many years after tt coz i so wanna go to your wedding. :) cheerios babe for entertaining my nonsense so far. dun worry manymanymany more will come.. hehe... ok u can read now la...

anyway heres pics i have with rachyee in it. so far. it'll continue im sure as our friendship continues! :)

ENJOY!

tcl

nadya

dream turning into a nightmare

2008-05-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:all at once-the fray

hey. im tired very tired. everythings is piling up and i cant seem to stop it. the deadlines for my projects are coming soon and yet i cant bring myself to start.actually i want to but nothing is getting to me. my brain juices are drying up. pop quizes are a killer esp when i cant revise with everything going on. and i ran out of ink for my printer. i miss my friends and yet school is taking up my time and energy to hang out. i hardly talk to my parents cause my routine now is wakeup-school-eat-research-sleep. yes every sec of my life revolves around school. dont get me wrong i love school but... hai.. and to add to my worries stupid ccn day had to come at a wrong time. with hardly any support from other classmates, the lovelies had to take action. too add to our problems would be the fear of it backfiring on us. dear rach, do not let this stupid day get to you.

so yea as you can tell lifes been great. not.what can i do.
im tired but i cant quit.
i wanna rest but the worlds pushing me to run.
im out of breath but i cant pause.
yes my life sucks. without my lifelines(family,dcg,lovelies) my life is reduced to its nothingness. emo thoughts engulf me but i know better. waterworks cant seem to stop when i think where im going. when i think of the oppurtunity i had entering this course i wondered if i made the right choice. life is full of questions but there is no answer. at least i dont think there is. walking away seems do be a great thing to do now but not the right one. hai. WANTED: a new life for me. sighing seems to become a habit for me even as i begin my day.

sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same.

tcl
nadya

a tribute

2008-05-10T05:35:00.000-07:00

heres a pictorial entry. specially for dcg.

featuring:
huda.michelle.kevon.keem.and me!

the ppl i love and miss. kev.keem.mitch.huda.

us.forever and ever and ever and ever.

pretty pretty pretty(and single and available*winks* may i add)girls

added this for fun.

iloveyouguys FOREVER!

tcl

nadya

friends are forever

2008-05-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:love me for me-ashley tisdale

a week has passed. much has happened. this is gonna be a vast differnce from my previous post. lyk lil ms smile vs lil miss emo.

wednesday: was nothing but a bore. 4h lecture.3h break.(bumped into michelle though).2h tutorial of medsoc. was alright but was really in the mood u play games. too tired.
thursday: gdesfund tutorial sucked coz i don't know how to draw. tt is the only thing tt made me regret entering this course. other than tt it's ok. 3h break. journalism tutorial. first presentation ever minus the suit though.for once in my life im actually scared to present.my palms were sweaty and stuff. our presentation was ok i guess... rather complete.the killer was that we had 1h to complete an article. it was tough looking at the fact tt my brain cells do not function at 5pm. managed to get through and it was... DINNER WITH DCG!!!!!yes the long awaited dinner. was looking forward to it. stupid keem couldnt make it though. so we went to take a walk 2 the bloody far bus stop and headed 2 popeyes at T3. ate and ate and ate and ate. hah... too hungry. emo-ed. except huda. she has been high since school started. me and kevon were tired out by school and michelle was blur as usual. managed to really talk except had 2 go home early as usual. guys treasure the times we shared from day 1. i hope dcg will continue and stay strong.
friday(today): today was the worst. 2h tutorial. marketing ws crap. i felt lyk an idiot spouting rubbish. was the same for APEL. medsoc was the shittiest. ahd a pop quiz n i havent been paying attention in lecture. Thank god for nabila beside me! :)

anyway i didnt want to give a grandmother story... guess i was carried away... i want to end of this entry with a lil note to my best friends...

to huda my friend for 8 years and counting.i guess u can say we been through alot throughout these years. i hope i had made a big enough impact to you as you did for me. all my nonsense u entertained. i dont think i can find a friend tt can put up with me lyk u do. memories of us together from art club to dcg will always remain in my memory. although we hardly meet, i hope or friendship will ccontinue and remain strong or even stronger. making new friends are fun but hanging out with older friends make it worthwhile. thank you.

to michelle my one and only twin sister. as im writing this an image of us hanging out together pops out in my head. by this time im tearing up thinking about u guys and the memory we had and i hope we will continue to have. u are the most awesome sister and i dont think ill have someone who can read my mind lyk u can. hah. tts y we're sisters. i truly miss u and hope that our sisterhood bond will always remain cause they say family lasts.

to kevon grumpy grandpa. u are more lyk a big bro to me. advising me where neccessary and emoing together with me. i can never forget the time u said u didnt really had a best friend. i hope i have become ur best friend maybe not ur bestest but still the best friend u never had as u are my bestest friend. i know you want to keep this bond we have within dcg. i do too. i truly hope that we are gonna make an effort to refresh the memories in our mind.i truly miss you.

to hakeem my gay friend. we seem to have only had happy moments together.never a said or dull one. hey. we are the life of a party. i hope as time grows we can be there for each other sadness too as i feel it will strenghten our friendship.lets keep wat we have now there forever in our memory and heart.

to dcg.dun change. dun ever change. i love u for hu u are. i miss u guys so much and the days we spent together. i know we will never get it back. but lets at least walk the next chapter of our life together. in happiness and sadness. i apologise if i offend anybody through our friendship and i hope u accept me for hu i am.

ok... i better stop... ciau babies... shit im tearing up again...

tcl
nadya

little miss smile! :)

2008-05-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead: Ready,set,go! -tokio hotel

hello hello... very happy so far... done my journalism project(finally!)... left presentation though... ahhhh.... got into CMM COUNCIL!!!! YaY! met mr eyecandy.... walked beside him... hah... *heart melts*... hah... i sound lyk a dumb blonde... shoot me... hah... btw i found his friendster but aint adding him... hah... will just drool over his uber cute photos... lol...

cant wait to see dcg on thurs!!! miss them loads esp michelle,huda,kevon and keem!!!

we are one.

tcl
nadya

1 life. live it.

2008-05-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:justsoyouknow-jesse mcartney

hello. it's been awhile. much has happened. poly kinda of changed me. i dunno. my moods become weird. 1 min i feel great where i am and the next i feel lyk shit. well heres a recap wat happened.

monday, 28 april: well... i had cmm council orientation. it was alright. they're not as enthu as i expected. played games around the school. meet a senior selling his medsoc textbook! Yay! thanks ben! so yea... its alright i guess... i saw mr eyecandy tt day too... nothing much happened except he talked 2 rachyee and damien(scandal #2 hah).. n i was sitting beside them so it felt a bit awkward.. hai... as much as i want to talk to him hah... :)

tuesday, 29 april: did journalism project. stopped by IKEA for lunch and camwhored!!! missed camwhoring... we had super awesome shots... will upload soon...i found my camwhore members within 1co4!!! ( namirah,rachyee,cassie,damien& benjamin) lol... we're awesome...got lost finding the bloody place.. bonded with namirah though... hah... next...VENOS CHALET! love it man... wont tell details but generally it was awesome... meet new and awesome ppl lyk sophia( michelle's classmate.. wat a small world), pearlyn, tracy, razin( it think its spelt lyk this...) crapped with the best ppl on planet earth such as melissa, lj, maybelle, raihan, baya, shaun,crystal, yee ping, jolene etc etc... hah... overall it was REALLLLLYYYY fun except i had to leave early... sad.... hhhaaaiii....

wednesday, 30 april: was a RRrrRRREEEaaaalllyyyy long day... had school till 6... went opp school for f-ing 3h break!!! but it was ok... ate ayam penyet... my fav!!! :) went library to pass time... studied,crapped, get pissed... haha... all in a day's work... medsoc tutorial is soooooooo boring.... at first onli la... then we "msn-ed"... threw things at damien's afro hair... hah... sorry dude we were bored...hah... i just found out tt me and namirah dun realli click with a certain person... i feel lyk a bytch... but i realli cant... i dunno y.... i want ppl to lyk me yet i cant get along with ppl.... i mean i onli hanged out with her coz the rest was with her... or so i thought... ahhhhh!!!! sod it...

today: emoing with kevon... thanks dude for accompanyin me... ILY & IMY!!!! loads!!!! :)

I just grow weaker as the days go by
I cry so much there's no reason to wipe my eyes
Way down deep inside my mind
I still deny that I must say good-bye

tcl
nadya

tired.

2008-04-27T00:38:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:that thing you do-the wonders

yes i am tired. 4 days of school has passed...( yes four days since i have no school every tues... BOOYA!!!) i just realised school is so tiring. lessons are quite fun... nice lecturers... they're AWESOME!! seriously... anyway.. nothing much happened i guess... was kinda pissed when we didnt get to buy textbooks from seniors... sometimes promises dun surface... i joined cmm council as my cca... i thought that would not be too taxing coz im planning to join tpsu(my dream is to join the main com...i wish) just fyi...

oh ya... maybelle if u are reading my blog... read previous entries with an open mind... REALLY open mind... hah....

bloody humiliated myself... ciau babies...

doing that thing you do
breaking my heart into a million pieces
like you always do...

tcl
nadya

another bloody quiz.

2008-04-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people..

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
ill get into a BF(bitch fit), scream at him breathe in and out and move on bbbaaabbbyyy....
easier said than done though.hah.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
hah.surrounded by people i love and whom love me back.be the best in my profession.be a good person. cliche but hey its true.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hmmm... havent realli planned. i guess a sweet and romantic wedding in a hotel and a video bout our journey together.made by him. awwww....

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
confused? nope. just fear and hoping for the best. cause u dun get everything you wish for.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone i love and he loves me more. thinks i rock. and someone i wont be sick of. hah.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
well... they say its better to love others rather than being love. makes u a bigger person apparently. bullshit. the best thing is to love and be loved. gives a sense of esctasy.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
well... ill hang on for awhile for the fun of it but will mmmooovvveee on to the next victim(yes victim) easier said than done of course.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move on. im not a relationship breaker. am not and will never be. even if the dude says he lyks someone else ill let him go there and then.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
yes. life aint perfect. it seems everythings going wrong now... hai.

10. What do you want most in life?
to be satisfied with life and be happy with the decisions i make.

11. Is being tagged fun?
i guess. especially if its from ppl i love i miss. ps dcg!!!!

12. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
married(i hope). with a kid(maybe). be in a important post in my company. happy with my family.

3. What is currently the most important person to you?
should it be who? anyway. most important other than me. hah. my family and friends.

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
shes the most awesome sister ever(wait... i onli have 1 sister... hah...) yes. she a great friend. partner in crime. we shall conquer the world and find our soulmate.
P.S IMY!!!! :)

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
i guess rich and single. because im sure my friends will be there. im single and surviving. so yea. im not technically alone.

16. Whats the first thing you do every morning?
um. look at the time and drop my head on the pillow and continue SSSSLLLLEEEEPPPPPPPIIINNNGGG....

17. Would you give your all in a relationship
i didnt use to but since turning 16 i guess i have to take things more seriously and treasure the relationship.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmmm... if im comfortable with both and am not sick of both. ill get the taller and better looking 1 hah. im superficial tt way.

19. What type of friends do you like?
everytype. the more variety the better. if can ppl who dont scare me and LLLOOOVVVEEESSSS me. and has a positive image. yep.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
laugh my ass off and haunt tt person every single day. im evil...

8 lucky people
jawaher
jermain
kailing
felicia
maybelle
cheryl
chia min
hui ling

opps i did it again!

2008-04-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:ps im still not over you-rihanna

yup i did it again. i without fail humiliated myself in front of mreyecandy. ystd i was walking lookin out hah. then he walked into skool. there my wonderful friends nabila and namirah said eye candy quite loudly and i turned f-ing red!!!! he obviously knows now can!!!! AHHHH!!!! yes he was f-ing smirking can... shit i cannot see him anymore... i can die.... hai.

had last min tutorial. had to stay till 3pm. sian. graphics the whole day. and i thought i could escape from design in cmm. unfortunately not. i have to f-ing draw for graphic design fund!!! but for tutorial i got to go to the mac lab exculsive to CMM students. the lab is sosososo nice!!! hah. had to strain my eyes for 3h though. nothing else i guess.

lol.

thou shalt not cross pass with him anymore.

tcl
nadya

BUSINESS NO1!!! CMM IS THE BEST(IC04 is love!)

2008-04-19T04:47:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:see you again-mileycyrus

hah. yes yes yes i totally enjoyed SOB fo! i enjoyed every single bit of the 2 days( well almost! hah). IC04 is my class btw. And we are the most awesome class ever. (which includes 1e4, 2e4, 3e5, 4e5!) we have cutest cheer ever.

CMM oei!
lights!
CMMoei!
camera!
CMMoei!
ACTION!

cute rite i told u so! hah. ilove170408! the night at least! :) had dinner with the venos darlings! at first i was quite sian coz i only noe a few ppl and stuck with lj most of the time. Thanks lj! went to buy dinner with maybelle. got quite emo after tt coz she was worried business might lose( WE WON BTW!!!) then then omg im getting excited. when i was taking photos with ppl i saw hakim(hsc and cute senior. hah.). then we was looking at each other then the genius in me said this....

me(babbling idiot. ahhh!) : ure from haising rite?
him: ya..
in unison: eh eh eh! hysterical laughter followed...
took photo.
B.I: so u recognise me?
him: yea. didnt want to tegur( say anything) coz not confirm is u.
B.I: whoa u recognise me.
him: yea. u wear specs last time rite?
B.I: yea.
silence
B.I: so wad course are u in?
him: pid( product & industrial design i think)U?
B.I: cmm.
him: SOB rite?
B.I: yea.
~end of convo~ :(

i look bloody fugly.

hah. so ya. tt was the highlight. hahahahahahaha. made me realli happy. lyk realli realli. took my mind of mreyecandy(saw him BOTH days looking scrumptious as ever hah). anyway my classmates rocks!!!!

they are

amirah.andrea.cassie.pei ting.daniel.esther.huiqi(kat).ian.joy.glenda.na'im.me!!!namirah.huiwen.benjamin.nabilla.zack.small rachel.ruhiah.cheang kai.big rachel. damien.veronica.wang min.

my lovely and cute synergy leaders!
Amanda and jonathan!:)
this is just amanda didnt get a pic of jon hah.

hah. my time table is A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!

no school every tuesday! (hint hint! im free for a date! :) )
modules include:
-essential graphics
-graphic design fundametals
-journalism
-comm marketing
-media and society(no idea)
i think they are awesome lecturers. i think lyk i said.

i guess tts all will add if i rmbr anything important.
ciau babies.

i cant wait to see you again.

tcl
nadya

the sun shines again...

2008-04-16T02:40:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:touchmybody-mariah carey

after a series of emo posts. im back on track. hah. SOB camp 2moro! woohoo! finally some action after 3 mundane days. sadly i can go on sat 2 see mr eyecandy but can go for venos dinner 2moro. yay! id rather be near you but cant. im all hyped up so as to not make past mistakes of not making lots n lots n lots of friends lyk i ought 2 during FOC. being the most crazy person i guess i can make some new friends. i hope i pray i wish. cant wait for school to start! my brain is rusty. anyway ill noe my care lecturer 2moro. i hope he/she is super nice and caring and not bias. i guess thats all. ciau babies.

step by step ill let it go and move on
wadeva if you think i suck.
you do too.

tcl
nadya

emo-ed

2008-04-15T08:43:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:cry-rihanna

somethings wrong with me. my brains a mush. my heart is pumping and soon its gonna explode. i cant help thinking bout him. stop nadya! i dun even know him can. hai. venos outing this thurs and sat. i wanna go on the sat 1 but. i gotta beg my mum. im pathetic it tell you. i guess these things makes me wanna break down.bloody mood swings and pms. they say shit happens but why is it all the time for me. anyway i think hudaduda is gonna leave singledom soon. with a mr derrick. hah. cute. dcg will miss u. hah.michelle will prolly go with bao if everythings ok. then its left with me and the boys.joy. anyway in my emo mood heres a song. almost cried listening.

"Cry"

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happeningI stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I should've never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?

I never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry[x2]

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

please mommy dearest! let me go on sat

i need to go. im sick of staying at home. F*** it.

itll never happen.

tcl

nadya

happy black day!(specially to the singletons!)

2008-04-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:girl next door-saving jane

its lyk a valentines day for singetons lyk me! hah. a day we mourn for our singleness. we are suppose 2 dress in black, bitch with our friends and moan duh. n eat black food. didnt fufil any except moaning n bitching. hah. im a loser tt way.

so wads life. i lyk somebody hoping for fate to happen yet destiny just slams the door in my face( it hurts bad my heart hurts) hai. i think its time to give up n take wad comes. i dunno whether it'll ever be love. they say u do not choose love. it chooses u. stupid reality.though the game havent started i guess it should end now. shit. bloody emo. i'll just focus on my studies n hope for the best.pls god let me have the best

i guess my tears are ordinary raindrops to you.
you will always be tt perfect person.
i'll look up from my seats as u take center stage.
i'll be nothing to you. it will always be tt way.

ok nadya get grip. ciau ppl. ignore me.

tcl
nadya

FOC Venos Power!

2008-04-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:invisible-ashlee simpson

spent three smelly days at camp. met old friends. rekindled old friendships. have a crush. be crazy. all in three days. im such an over-achiever. not. anyway heres a quickie. pics will be later.

FOC day 1:

stupid.hah. no offence. i mean the itinery was awesome and shit but i was seperated from my friends. :(
so i braved myself n went ahead.at there i realised tt everybody knew each other n were in cliques. lyk wtf!
so wadeva. tt god for melissa and lj. i would have cried on the spot without them. i noe i suck tt way. anyway they already have close friends on the team so i mostly stone. the VENOS GLs were super nice! (credits to carmen, jolene,fion, long,k.s and of course maybelle!)thanks u guys realli made it worthwhile. plus other GLs were nice too! (hah becca and eugene! n the love of my life though i didnt technically talk 2 him-nahraf [mr eyecandy]) of course my friend had to be the prettiest girl on the team prolly on campus 2. wad luck! no offence mel! :) i love u and i dun owe u a treat.hah. in subcom VEGAN weird name i noe. went round campus. played games. etc etc. too long too elaborate. had fun.

FOC day2:
played games opp campus. got really dirty and sweaty. the q for the toilet was bloody long. decided to bathe later. crap with dcg minus huda at the gallery. in the end slept there. too tired to go back to the hall. (i did bath ok!) oh ya! i forgot the most important events! mass dance performance night and jam and hop baby!!!
hah. mass dance is awesome. couldnt dance with mr eyecandy though hmph. nvm. performance was ok but bloody long.(due to komez duh.) but main com performance was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! n its not coz mr eyecandy was dere but they were realli good. u can see at venos blog. will link soon! jam n hop was cool! everbody went crazy! hah. escp dcg minus me n huda of course. we are so not dancers. too short though. anyway mel had to leave coz here sun burn was realli bad. take care girl!

FOC day3:
last day has arrived!!! final showdown between venos, komez, phantos, accion, fyrhto. venos came in second sadly. phantos 1st. shocker for komez which got last though there were leading.(poor mr eyecandy) haha.
had huntgry. which was awesome( i realise i have repeated this words many times)got all wet. changed into uber cool freshie t-shirt will update pic soon. supposed to go to cpf building for dinner. but mommy dearest didnt let me go so had to go wedding instead. wanted to see mr eyecandy hmph. wadeva. jkjk.

hah.wedding was to eateateat. then expandexpandexpand. hah. bond with my relatives. met uncle charles and uncle alan. flew 17h from england. crazy angmoh ppl.hah. n they're my uncles. went home at 12 n dropped on my bed and landed into lala land.

ps the theme of the camp is movies and venos is for romance. rather crap for the mood im feeling.

how come im right in front of you yet u dun see me.
i wished i was perfect. ur perfect girl.im not and ill never be.
i wished love had found us. sigh.
tcl
nadya

tomorrows when life begins

2008-04-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

wooohhooo! going for camp tommorrow! cant wait! :) too much rotting at home is not good for a person. hah. everythings packed. (kiasu i noe) all need is to mentally ready. wont be back till sat so ciau ppl. :)love this song.

"Special Girl"(feat. Marques Houston)

[Intro: Romeo]

Yo MH

I think we need to let these dudes know

It aint bout just havin a girl

But its about havin dat special girl

I mean Every good doctor has to have some kinda relationship wit his patient Right

[Hook 1: Marques]

I wanna make u my girl

Shorty aint nothin like u in this world

You so special to me

Right here is where I want u to be, cuz you my special girl

[Hook 2: Romeo (Marques)]

Cant nobody do me like u do (special girl)

U ride for me and Imma ride for u (special girl)

Cuz in the end its just me and you

You was made for me and I was made for you

[Verse 1: Romeo]

Now u know

Im da thug type chain hang low wit da all white

From the yo but the dude doin all right

Tell pops don't trip you'll be alright

U aint wit a lil boy you wit a prince tonight

Ya like fairy tales girl I can be ya knight

And you can be Cinderella or my snow white

Your eye candy to the eyes Ive been blessed twice

I got a nice life all I need is a wife

I mean the way you move make me wanna drop the mic

Its just me and you baby we dont need the lights

Im like the doctor baby, I make you feel better

Light skin corn rows it don't get better

The president of Guttar Music so I get cheddar

They on the carpet while we walkin on chinchilla

Them lil rookies tryna holla but you all mine

Drop karats on ya finger make you go blind

[Hook 1: Marques]

I wanna make u my girl

Shorty aint nothin like u in this world

You so special to me

Right here is where I want u to be, cuz you my special girl

[Hook 2: Romeo (Marques)]

Cant nobody do me like u do (special girl)

U ride for me and Imma ride for u (special girl)

Cuz in the end its just me and you

You was made for me and I was made for you

[Verse 2: Romeo]

Before u got a cat feelin, kinda like Im sittin on a building

Im on cloud nine head hittin all the ceilings

Cant really describe that this feeling that

Im gettin Its something about ya eyes gotta dude straight trippin

I heart you they say my pimp game slippin

Its more than them goodies they 6 4 switchin Nice legs and ya backyard's kickin

All the chefs at the door tryna get to the kitchen

But you different I aint worry bout that

You my special girl I gotta tell the world bout that

One wish was the less now you rollin in Lax Wont stop cant stop see I told you that

You my S.P.E.C.I.A.L. G.I.R.L. what that spell You so gutta, but you so good

Lets get away to a cabin in them woods

[Hook 1: Marques]

I wanna make u my girl

Shorty aint nothin like u in this world

You so special to me

Right here is where I want u to be, cuz you my special girl

[Hook 2: Romeo (Marques)]

Cant nobody do me like u do (special girl)

U ride for me and Imma ride for u (special girl)

Cuz in the end its just me and you

You was made for me and I was made for you

[Verse 3: Marques]

To tell ya the truth about her

She is my best friend

And no matter what people say she is my girlfriend

No need to let the homies hate, we still gone do our thing

And we gone be together baby

Cause you my ride to die chick And we gone keep it gangsta till the end

Baby all I need is me an u

Heyyy all I need is youu baby

Special girl,You my special girl yeah

Special girl You my special girl ohh baby

You my special girl yeah oh baby

Cant nobody do me like u do (special girl)

U ride for me and Imma ride for u (special girl)

Cuz in the end its just me and you

You was made for me and I was made for you

tcl

nadya

purity is the best.

2008-04-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

was watching the tyra show just now. the topic was about keeping ur virginity till u get married. from there i saw the vast difference in culture between the East and the West. it seems ok to not be a virgin there. i mean i know 3/4 of the teens there are not virgins but is it wrong for their fathers' to encourge the them to at least keep it till they are in a stable relationship.(which is very comprimising i think). n wads wrong with fathers' dating daughters? tyra was like 'ooohhhh... dating' lyk dating was a sexual thing or something. the perception the West have is a sickone.

I noe that the people in the East arent the most angelic people but conservetism has their pros to. Being brought up in a culture where having PDA(public display of affection fyi) will bring disapproving stares, it makes the younger aware of the rights and wrong(at least they know). Us Asians also know and appreciate and respect family values though we do rebel at times. that doesnt make us frigid or something.

thats all. pretty pissed.
bugger.

tcl
nadya

2 days to camp!!!

2008-04-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:put your hand on me-vanessa carlton

yay! the days are getting shorter! cant wait for the bloody camp to start. my posts are bloody boring. things probably will get more exciting when school starts! i hope so. (please dear god)

we'll cross the deepest ocean and gurgle across the seas.

tcl
nadya

me,myselfandi(the quiz)

2008-04-06T00:38:00.000-07:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
ans: hmmm. if possible by 25. if i found someone i love(not lyk tts everythin) n willing to spend my life with him. n when we're financially stable.
2. What do i want the most now?
ans: to do well in my studies which means a high gpa. friends who are dere. know tt my decisions are right.hah.and of course MONEY.
3. Who is the person i trust the most?
ans: me, my family and my super good friends! :)
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
ans: depends on the situation. as a human being i have vulnerable points tt can bring down my esteem. minus tt i guess im pretty confident.
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true.. what will it be?
ans: u be happy with wat im doing(my career), who im with(my family,my future husband hah,friends),wat i have(moneymoneymoney.hah) and how i got all those things.
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
ans:hah.yea.tts a beauty of it all. lyk after a rough patch things become ok again.
7.What are you most afraid to lose now?
ans:everything i have.my family.my friends.a roof over my head.the clothes i have.memories.good ones only.hope and faith.my handphone. :)
8.Do you believe in eternity love?
ans: hmm. i want to. but sometimes things juz wan to prove me wrong. i wan to find my prince charming but he might leave me. i might marry a person i dun realli love but as long as he love me and wont betray me rather than a guy i so-called love. so i believe in eternal love but im not obsessed over it to the search the seven seas for it.
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
ans: nope never. its the case of pride. juz tell me if u love me. i dun humiliate u. but ill never admit even if ppl say i might lose him. if it meant to be we will find our way to each other again.
10. List 3 good points of the person who just tagged you.
ans: hmmm good and michelle juz dont link. jkjk. good friend cum sis. able to see the good things in life.wont be pissed off easily unlike me. :)
11. What are the requirement that you would wish for in your other half..
ans: whoa. tts hard. hmm.
-stable future
-faithful and loyal. but must use his brains coz im not perfect
-sense of humor.able to make me smile.i cant stand a boring cow.
-make me feel belonged.will always find the way to each other
-love animals and children. fillial to elderly
-willing to sacrifice.
-love me for who i am and f-off if u dont
-nice body(hah.bonus)
-dun smoke.A MUST
theres more but i cant rmbr.hah.as perfect as he can be i guess.
12. which type of person do i hate the most?
ans: hmm. i dun realli hate ppl. hypocrites. ppl who talk big. suck ups. i dun noe realli. wait.SMOKERS.cant stand them.
13. Do you treasure every single friendship?
ans: well not every single.coz some are plain tiring.
14. Do you believe in god?
ans: i believe and love him.
15. what do you see in your future?
ans: i hope SUCCESS! hah. happy family.at least kids 1 boy 1 girl.good husband.a good degree or more from a world aclaimed uni.fantastic career in the media and fashion industry.healthy.dcg(hope we stay till then huh).a comfortable house.money.walk in wardrobe with nice clothes no less.
16.Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
ans: at times i juz wan someone to hold but other times its great to be single. no restraints.lol.but when im in a relationship i wan a serious one not a quick fling.
17. At this point in time, would you rather be in your comfort zone or try something new?
ans:try something new. as an adventurous person, iwant to explore new horizons. fly away and explore. startin school in poly is something new and dangerous.awesome.new frontiers to go to.ok stop nadia.
18. what kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends eyes?
ans: a friend they cant easily go to and be themselves with.learn new things from.entertaining.do stupid things together.a friend that will protect them when the need arise. hah.tts wad i hope they'll be too. ;)
19.what makes me different?
ans:i dunno. my unpredictability. my love to have fun with limits of course. scarsm. hah. i seriously dunno. u can comment. :)
20. (my own question) What do u think should people have to be 'it'?
ans: luck.beauty and brains.confidence.supportive and loving family and friends.somebody to lean on.and instruction book to life.

INSTURCTIONS!! remove one question from above and replace it with your own question. make it a total of 20 questions..then tag 8 people in your list. list down the names at the end of this post..notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged..whoever does this quiz/ tag will get blessings from all..

huda.kevon.cherylanne.chiamin.jawaher.jermain.felicia.kailing.

bright-eyed and bushy tail

2008-04-05T23:47:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:lykwhoa-aly&aj

hello. im BBBBAAACCCKKK! hah. didnt get to blog ystd. went out the WHOLE day. doing rubbish. duh. suppose to meet with my e5 peeps ystd but since ALOT of ppl were busy postoned it to nextnext sat.

hope to see u guys! really realli realli realli realli realli miss u guys! :)

i havent been out with dcg(will not say wad it stands for) for ages!!

hai wad to do. i guess we'll see each other in school until we get sick of each other huh? cant wait for f-ing orientation camp! will meet new ppl gain new n worthwhile friendships(i hope! :) ) find my soulmate( i wish!) hah. full of rubbish.

speaking of friends, i saw my ex-classmate arshad (i think the spelling is lyk tt). hes was a quiet guy last time so wasnt tt close. but so sad he lyk dun recognise me. Am i so diff? hah. he didnt change much but dare i say he is a lil cuter.hah. bimbo in me talking.nothing to do with me . realli. *earnest smile*

hah. cant wait for school to start. thats when my life officially start.out of home. yea baby!

been reading the PRADA paradox. its a trilogy actually. starting with the GIVENCHY code. then the MANOLO matrix. hah. realli awesome. go check it out!

Life is good I can't complain I mean I could but no one's listening

tcl

nadya

grand entry

2008-04-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

songinmyhead:invisible-ashlee simpson

hello! im back. finally this blog has unlocked itself. well, here's a recap
Being the most social person on planet(NOT!) i stayed n home n trained to be a housewife (cook and shit). absolute fun(sense my excitement.). but yesterday was a shopping day! bought a dress, bras and stationary for school. still dun have pencil box though. ate lyk a cow. obviously. am expanding by the second. AWESOME!not!

why oh why do i still have to go to tp at the break of dawn to register. bloody idiotic system. thank god for my friends. anyway, later.

you're the one who walk ed right through me and now u say that u know me.
tcl,
nadya

newbie on the block

2008-03-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

once upon a time,
a girl stuck at home is BORED and decided to write a blog. she may not have a life comparably to u out there. but she still wants a say. so bear with it aite. she is truly truly truly a sane and nice person. i swear.
do tag always. she loves to hear from u.

tcl
nadya